Why is it everything I do is wrong?? Or get shouted/moaned at for?? And if I do something "right" I get mocked for it??
I mean today... I got told to throw away my shoes because they mark the floor too much! Ok fair enough, give me some money towards a new pair of shoes then...
Today I got shouted at for something that happened in the kitchen even though I hardly left my room, bar making a cup of tea! I don't have a clue what I did wrong there!! And then 30 mins later got asked if I wanted to go to tesco. My honest opinion, I had no reason to go... Simply put, I said no. Then I get shouted at for not wanting to go and sit in a van on the 30 min journey to tesco just to wonder the aisles looking at the various offers that will be there week in and week out, with minor differences o course!
Other times I get shouted at because I don't have a clue where people are!
I go out, wondering around the boring streets on this crappy island, to get home and then confronted by my brother simply asking a stupid question "where's mom?"
My simple answer.. "I don't know." In my mind, why the heck don't you find out for yourself?
"Humph! Why don't you know! Didn't you go out with mom?" And then gets angry!
Anyways I'll start doing somthing then get told "do this" or "get that" uhhh no shit... I was doing/getting that ALREADY!!! And I will then find out that its my fault if I got it out already!! Geeeezzzzz!!!
I'll get told to shut up if I talk too much or point out simple points... And then if I stay silent, mainly because I simply have nothing to say... I'll get shouted at because I'm not speaking.
Once on the motorway, I point out "you've missed the exit!"
"Oh shut up! I'm following the sat nav!" Then a long while later... *realising his mistake* "why the fuck didn't you tell me earlier!"
Cooking my dinner... Day before I cook a loada food that includes veg etc... Mom sees me cooking this. Next day, I cook somthing simple, doesn't really have any veg in it... "Why don't you ever cook any veg/greens!! Every day you eat the same food, so unhealthy, etc" including a long lecture on the importance of greens/veg. Ugggghhhhh mind melts... *shut up you saw what I made y'day! Didn't say anything then*
Other things; e.g. I'll finish doing somthing that I feel will help or make things go quicker... And the reply that I get.. "Awww michael your so "clever" how did you know that doing this/that will help etc."
Simple fact of my life, whatever happens I can't win! I'll just end up a miserable sod that has nothing to look forward to, and will die because of pent up stress!! Yay go me!!
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